Monthly Archives: October 2011


Well Movember is almost upon us once again, so it’s time to grow that Mo for prostate cancer awareness and just plain ol’ men’s health awareness.

For the second year now i’ll be collecting money for charity and growing my dirty stache. i personally don’t have thick facial hair and therefore i’ve always been branded as a dirty mexican when i have any spec of man hair on my mug.

But i’m not one to just do what every one tells me so i just keep growing that thigh tickler, and neither should you.

I challenge every man to grow their upper lip luxury and join me in raising awareness for men’s health. You hear a lot about breast cancer and the month of November is our month, let’s take advantage of it.

Though i’m not sure how my dirty stache affects me and my game. It hasn’t stopped girls from talking to me and when i tell them i actually raise money for it most get a little glow in their eye… though it sure doesn’t help in my looks department.

I didn’t get much of a chance to test it last year, so i’m going to make a greater effort to test it this year since my game has definitely picked up over the year.


Lost Saga (Final Thoughts)

Part I

Part II

Part III

You see, taking the Red Pill, in my opinion, has way more in common with the film than just the red/blue pills and the real world versus the matrixb but you knew that already. Getting to the red pill is a process, a series of events that happens in your personal life that makes you question the status quo. You come to the conclusion that this matrix you live in isn’t what it seems and you start searching for answers. Much the way Neo was searching for the truth, I was searching for the truth. And at a point you find it, or rather, it finds you, some one comes to you with the idea, gives you a book, “stumble” across it on the web and it gives you a choice, to stop, turn around and continue in your blissful frustrated existence, or free yourself of an empty existence. And in that moment, it makes so much sense you can’t ignore it anymore, and you dive right in.

Some are born in the real world, knowing from the beginning how life really works, it’s instinctual. For the rest of us, we must be unplugged, and this is no easy feat, we all have cherished great love, and suffered greater losses. As a person, you mustn’t be afraid of the unknown, of the discoveries that will shatter your current reality, and you definitely mustn’t be afraid of loss, as the world you once knew will be lost to you forever and you will never be able to return. But the reward far outweighs the sacrifices made in order to achieve this point.

You definitely won’t succeed right away, but like i said, it’s a process and you can’t give up, there’s tons of information on the web, all with hints and tips to help you in your dire situation. but i doubt that if you’re this far already, that you’ll ever really give it up. The reality isn’t pretty, but it’s far better than the alternative.

Are you willing to see just how far the rabbit hole goes?

Lost Saga (Part III)

Part I

Part II

Alas I graduated from University and all that free time to game was gone. I’m a working man now. Life went on and I had moderate success here and there. Practically fell head over heels for a girl, gorgeous, a solid 9, but life had other plans for us, and a few months in she passed away. Now that was a hard pill to swallow and I don’t wish it on anyone. That’s all I want to say about that subject. Picked myself up again and I started fine tuning my game, never caring of I closed or not and also never sarging as hard as I did in Uni. I was looking for answers, a place to turn. This life of mine wasn’t real. There was something off. What they tell you, the media, books, society. It wasn’t adding up. They were telling me one thing and yet life experience was screaming another.

The next break through happened when I started a new job, year 2010. I was temporarily transferred to another city and subsequently befriended one of my estranged family member. And this is when I was showed the path, given the option and swallowed the Red Pill. Since then I have never looked back. Everything in my life before this moment seemed fuzzy and out of focus, but now, life was crystal clear, I knew the way and saw life for what it was. I’m now able to determine my mistakes, recover from stumbles and make conscious  moves instead of relying mostly on instinct, until it all becomes second nature.

It’s a great time, i’m glad that i’m finally able to achieve that last 20% of the man i’ve always wanted to become.

Do i still fuck up?…. pretty much every date and every approach, but i’m constantly learning, evolving and tuning and i still have a few flaws that need ironing out but it’s all coming  together.

Lost Saga (Part II)

Part I

I was not the alpha her pussy tingled for, I also wasn’t the alpha she fell for a couple of years prior. Though I remained incredibly self confident in my everyday life, in the relationship I was the epitome of beta. Pleading her to (insert random act here), I catered to her every whim, I listened to her, I took her bitch fests, her extreme jealousy and her craziness. All in the name of pussy… and my lack of options. So that’s it, we were done. Got her to give me road head at some point afterwards but that’s it. And so closes another chapter in my journey to enlightenment.

So after the initial shock, I picked myself off the floor, confidence intact and a brand new attitude, bitches won’t walk all over me again. And they didn’t, I was playing it by ear, failing and succeeding, learning from what I did, say, my successes and my numerous failures. Taking grenades and flirting with every piece of pussy I laid my eyes on. Luckily for me, I had one of the best wingman a guy could ask for. Let’s call him Diesel. Diesel had an incredible ability to open any girl in any situation and instantly build attraction, the girls eyes would light up; smiles and kino would all come naturally. Though Diesel had one major flaw, he had a hard time building enough rapport and coming in with the close.

That’s where I came in, my weakness were his strengths, my strengths his weaknesses. We were, or rather what we thought we were at the time, unstoppable. A one-two punch to any group of girls and we were, on most nights, killing it. During this period I got a few notches, a ton of experience and my first threesome. Don’t get me wrong, we were still running blind and fucking up way more often than not and if my mood wasn’t just right i was still pretty timid, but it was all fun.

I gained a bit of notoriety in my group of friends, not that I was fucking a ton of women; it is who I fucked that got me the attention. Getting my first threesome with a super straight edge classmate/friend’s sister, to tapping my school’s secretary, to taking the worst grenade on my life. All in the name of science.

Is any of this exceptional? No.  But at that time it was, or so everyone thought, none of us were Red Pill exposed.

To be continued…

Bringing it back

I just started this thing and already i went on a 2 weeks hiatus…. off to a good start then

It wasn’t a bad time off work, i managed to schedule 2 dates and a week long hunting trip for the 2 weeks i was home.

One of the girls flaked.. no surprise, but what was surprising is that it wasn’t the girl who i thought was going to flake, i thought she was going to be more of a sure thing…. we learn something new every day it seems.

More on the semi disappointing date later..